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Oh I sure can. I am absolutely a hypocrite like that, just ask Alec!

Oh well. Yeah, that's, well, awkward. Is Barry going to be able to find a Dom?

I know he does. I'm just saying, if he could, he probably would. He's just at the limit the city will let him have.

I do not know how a person could actually know you and NOT be into you. You're incredibly cute, hot as fuck, and funny and smart. Barry is apparently blind. Unless he's actually blind and then I'm being rude.

I don't think you work best as a second choice, Billy, and I know that's what you're not saying because I feel that way a lot too. I think you're just liked by a lot of people who also happen to have other people in their lives, and that's okay. I get wanting to be first though.

It's better to walk the walk you know!

He's fine, he already has a Dom. Dick and him were already pretty close so they contracted right away.

I wouldn't ask, he's already yours! Kind of don't want to get in the way of people who are completely in love with their doms or their subs, you know?

I think the idea of being with someone he had power over legally is just too weird for him so he never wanted to go that way, and then we were just friends. And we're pretty alike in a lot of ways, so maybe I'm not his type like that. But thanks. You're pretty hot too. :)

No, it's not like that really. I mean I think maybe it actually is better that way.

Hmm okay, so we just have to find you a fabulous Dom who can rock your world.

I know you wouldn't. I was offering. I CLEARLY don't mind sharing. Communication is the key, hon. That's all.

Oh. Okay, no I get that. Magnus was... he waited a while before he would even sleep with me, I think for the same reasons, to make sure I knew what I wanted, and wasn't just doing it out of obligation, you know?

Hmmm. Okay. Still. Make sure whoever you find lets me come take you on dates still okay?

I'm fine with 'gets along with' really.

Okay, number one communication is vastly overrated. Two, I think I'd just always feel like a third wheel. Or fifth wheel in some cases?

Yeah. I think that like, imbalance made Barry think it was wrong. And like I said, we're basically a double set of nerds so maybe not his type. Which is okay, we're really good friends and I really like him.

I can do that. :)

We can do better than that, but way to set the bar very low, baby.

Okay uh no, it is not, what the fuck, Billy.

And that's valid. Not everyone is wired that way, and that's okay too. You aren't though. Just so you know. You are a very primary wheel to some people. Myself included. But I am not driving a unicycle, so.

You are an adorable fucking nerd, that is for sure.

Good. Make it part of your contract. Like someone made it part of theirs that I'm not allowed in their house.

You should probably not call me that, it's distractingly attractive.

As someone who literally talks all the time, I say it is so.

I think in this metaphor if you were driving a unicycle that'd just mean masturbating?

As long as I'm also cute.

What? Who would do that and why?

You realize that isn't a deterrent in any way, shape or form, right?

Overrated, or not something you are comfortable DOING. Those are two different things, baby. (Yeah Im doing it on purpose now)

No, that would be the unicycle driving itself.

You are cute as fuck, Billy.

Alec's other boyfriend. Because he's a dick.

Ugh, stop being hot and perceptive.

It's not that I'm not comfortable I guess. It's that I don't feel like it gets anywhere good usually. Like it's better if there's just kind of a layer between so you have your own private mess?

Talented unicycle.

Good. Then I'm cool with nerd.

Oh. So you date the same guy but don't get along? Isn't that hard?

Hmmm, nope, sorry baby, that is never gonna happen.

Okay. I get that. In fact, I used to be a MASTER of that. Turned out I was missing out on a lot of good stuff keeping my head deliberately in the sand like that, though. Just as an fyi.

Or at least, a self-satisfied one. Get it? Self. Satisfied. I am fucking hilarious.

Cute nerd. Stay accurate.

We date the same guy and loathe each other actually. Doesn't really affect me. It's a lot harder for Alec, although I do my best to not add to it for him. I don't actually see him much at all, since he's too chicken to come here, and I'm apparently banned from being at his place. Which is next door. I just get pissed when his jealous hissy fits upset Alec.

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I was the opposite. My ex knew everything about me and everything I thought. I don't think he should have had to.

I think you're a bigger nerd than me.

Very cute.

That kind of sucks. I get it, I guess. I'd have had a hard time if someone I loved loved someone else, too, before I got here and it was just kind of everywhere. But he should at least try to get along with you.

Alec thought he knew everything about me. I thought I knew everything about him. We were literally bonded by our souls and could feel each other's emotions and we STILL missed shit because we didn't communicate. Not trying to make you do anything, Billy, but just keep it in mind and think about it. It's not always bad.

I think that is a blatant untruth, I don't know anything about nerdy things. I am ignorant of all things nerdish.

Yeah. I was fully prepared to deal with that kind of stuff. He can hate me all he wants, it doesn't hurt me. I just can't deal with him hurting Alec.

Maybe. I don't know. I don't want to make things about me.

You can not know nerd things but still BE a nerd. That joke proved it.

I guess as long as you're not upset I guess. Still, I'm sorry it's hard for you guys.

yeah but babe, sometimes things ARE about you. what you want and need. that’s allowed. you know that right?

I honestly can’t tell if I should be offended or amused by this slander

I’m only upset about it when it makes Alec upset otherwise I don’t care what the dude does. He can go like, set fire to things or whatever he does.

Yeah, I know. I just made stuff all about me a lot. I'm trying not to anymore.

You're still very hot and very cute? Does that help you decide?

Oh right, he's a mutant too, isn't he?

okay. Just make sure you don’t go from one end of the spectrum to the total opposite, yeah?

I will cut anyone who takes advantage of you, baby, you know that right?

Hmmmm. Judges have decreed that we will allow it then.

Yeah he manipulates fire or some shit. Thinks he’s a badass. Please, your brother is more impressive than that, much less how much of a badass you are.

I'll do my best. I'm totally good at moderation. Supposedly.

No one's doing that. I found a contract by the way. I'm going to get a whole house to myself and that is super weird. I've never lived alone.

The judges love me.

There's a pretty high percentage of mutants who are kind of assholes because they've had people be assholes to them their whole lives. But he still shouldn't be to you.

Hmmm. Okay. Don’t blame me if I check in on how that’s going once in a while though.

Then no one needs to get cut. Oh yeah? Someone you like a lot, or just someone being cool? A whole house. Huh. Pretty swanky Billy. That’s good, though. I uh… Huh. I don’t think I’ve ever lived alone either, come to think of it. You should get some pets!

The judges are more than slightly biased in your favor, it is true.

The Judges is me.

Yeah. And if it was just that, he’d be totally justified. I mean, I can and have been a colossal asshole on more than one occasion. But I also try to not be a total asshole to the people I love. Much less do it deliberately.

You can check in on me whenever you want. For whatever reason.

I like him, and we think alike on a lot of stuff. He's got other subs who live with him, so it's mostly him doing me a favor, but he's a good guy. He owns the theater in the Down, his name's Nate.

The judges are pretty good company, too.

I've been an asshole to people I love before, but I didn't usually mean to. I'm sorry it's weird.

Oh I plan to. Someone’s gotta keep an eye on that pretty ass of yours.

Nate. You’re contracting with Nate. Oh wow. That’s… huh. Something. He IS a good guy. He’s a friend of Magnus’, and I guess me too. Also he is hot, so you should definitely go for that.

They are alright, most days.

Like I said, it mostly bothers me that it bothers Alec. Most days I don’t spare it a thought.

I feel objectified. I just don't mind.

Is that bad? Yeah he is. He said he wouldn't mind if the city did weird city stuff so we had to have sex, but he's got other subs and a lot of people who like him so I don't really think it's something that'll happen otherwise. Which is okay.

They're definitely better than okay.

Okay. Long as you're all right.

Oh I am objectifying the hell out of you, baby, but in a very respectful way, I promise. Hands on, if I could get away with it.

No! Not bad at all, just kind of hilariously coincidental? Seriously. He’s a great guy, I’m really relieved to hear you’re contracting with him.

The Judges are glad to hear that.

I am, baby, but I am very grateful you’re checking, thanks.

You can always always do that.

I guess you know him pretty well too then? And yeah, he is. We're going to give the house a magic makeover once his ex moves out.

You're welcome.

Hmmm. You are so tempting me, baby.

I mean, we’re getting to know each other better? We only really started talking around Halloween, but Magnus vouches for him, and I think Alec knows him pretty well so that makes him okay in my book. OOh, decorating, and he didn’t invite Magnus, he’ll hear about that later, lol. Put some pretty blue somewhere for me, Billy.

Let me know when you’re moved in so I can bring you a housewarming gift, hmm?

Kind of what I'm going for?

We worked on magic together, so that's how we got to know each other, but I met him not long after I got here, during the riots and stuff.

I will, it'll be after the 16th!

Oh good, glad it’s not just me then. Want to come over for a bit?

Yeah, he’s turned that theater into a shelter more than once, I’m pretty sure. Like I said, really glad you’re contracting with him, at least I know he’ll take proper care of you.

We’ll have to make a little celebration of it then. See how many rooms we can christen!