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"I was pretty obvious," Alec insisted, but he laughed. "I don't think he'll mind. But you should be with just him first. Get to know each other."

He rolled his eyes. "You're full of it," Alec said. Alec was learning that more people than he realized found him attractive, but pretty he still didn't really see. Especially not if he was in the process of being pissed off.

Most of the time, Alec was content to be led rather than lead. But as he gained confidence, he got more assertive. And with Jace, it had been Alec who said they should be slow, and it was Alec who had other commitments and was complicated. So it felt like he should be the one to make the first real moves, so it was easier for Jace to know what was allowed, and good - the way Magnus and John had done for Alec.

He skimmed his hands up Jace's chest and down again, thumbs flicking over his nipples before they moved down to let his fingers trace their run again. Alec leaned in to kiss him again before pushing up off of him. He stood beside the bed, wrapping hands around Jace's legs and tugging him to the edge a bit more, and then kneeling between them, reaching to start opening his pants, cheeks still pink but hands steady and sure.

Jace laughed at that. "You were the least obvious ever. You were being vague and weird. There was like four different people that part of the conversation could be about." He hummed. "Fine. But let me make it clear. I want to have sex with you. I want to have sex with him. At some point, I would like to have regular sex with both of you. Also, I would like to be completely fucking OWNED by Him and Caliban, because Angel, that's a hot idea."

Jace growled a little, and shifted to lightly grip Alec's chin, making him look Jace in the eyes. "Hey. You're pretty. Even when you're mad, I think you're pretty, because you get all fired up and your jaw gets all set and your shoulders are braced and then I want to climb you like a fucking tree. I'm allowed to say you're pretty. Because you are."

Alec was distracting as hell though, touching Jace, running his hands over him like he was learning every inch of his body, finding what spots made Jace react. The thumbs on his nipples made him hiss in a breath and his spine arch, and when Alec pushed away, he whined out loud, reaching for him with a pronounced pout. Then Alec was manhandling him and oh, that was okay, he could put up with that. That was good. "God, you can tug me around like that any time you want," he muttered.

"I ASKED if you wanted to sleep with ONLY him, how was that not obvious?" Alec complained. "That wasn't vague. And if it's weird, you knew I was that kind of weird already and still wanted me, so that's your fault." He smiled though. "You'll have to work out that last one with him and Caliban. But the parts that have to do with me sound good."

He was surprised when Jace caught his chin, and then just smiled. "I don't see it," he admitted. "But if you say so. If you try to climb me when I mad at you though, I'll probably hit you."

Alec laughed, startled, at that mutter. "Yeah?" he asked, peeking up at Jace and then leaning in, kissing at his chest instead, licking across his nipple, since he'd seen how he reacted before.

He straightened again though, finishing getting Jace's pants open and then pushing them down his hips, nudging Jace to lift up enough that Alec could tug them off entirely so Alec could see him. He made an appreciative sound once he had, eyes just sliding slowly over him, and then he wrapped his hand loosely around Jace's cock, stroking once.

"You already KNEW I wanted to sleep with you and him, oh my Angel, Alec." He hummed. "Maybe. Once I get more confident with Magnus and know him better first. Much better," he teased, wriggling his eyebrows.

"I say so. And you hit me, I hit you back and then we're going to be making out, so I think I'll risk it." Alec very rarely got mad at Jace anyways. They had arguments, but they never lasted long, they were too entwined with each other in every other way.

"Hell yeah," Jace said. "It's hot. It's why I told you that sparring was gonna be problematic for us now," he laughed. Then Alec was stripping him down and he found himself flushing, unable to help it. This was better than that first day in the City, when everything had been so awkward and they'd been so hesitant with each other. But it was the first time Alec had really got him fully naked with... intent, really. So he watched Alec's face, and relaxed when Alec liked what he saw, and then he was hissing in a breath and rolling his hips up as Alec just... stroked him, brazen and bold and fuck that was hot. "All yours," he told Alec throatily.

"But not if you wanted to at the same time!" Alec said, laughing. He kissed Jace quickly. "You don't have to rush. Do what you want, when you want."

Alec's anger tended to burn hot and fast anyway - he usually was just grumpy and resentful and pushed down anything else. So when he did snap, it was big and overly dramatic, and burned out quickly. "You're not going to win arguments by making out EVERY time," he warned.

Jace naked stole most of his attention though, and Alec licked his lips without realizing when Jace's voice when throaty like that. "Yeah," he said, soft and low, hand moving again. Just a lazy slow slide of his hand, thumb sliding over the slit the way he'd done to Jace's nipple before.

"I am not rushing. I am telling you what I want, so you know when you're ready to try it. Rushing is flirting with Caliban," he smirked. "But I can't really blame myself for that one, so."

Jace smirked. "No, but I'm going to enjoy trying, so you should probably just learn to like it," he told Alec smugly.

That. That look right there. That was the look he'd wanted seared across his memory, focused on him, like Alec wanted to just... devour him. He whimpered a little, hips jerking again, reaching his hands up above his head and stretching his body out for Alec's enjoyment.

Alec laughed. "I know. I just meant ... I told you the stuff I've done so you'd know that you're not ... wrong for what you want. But it's not like I just got here and a week later I was doing all of that. It took me a long time. So don't rush when you don't have to. You never know when the city will do that for you anyway."

"I guess I can live with it," Alec decided.

He could live with this too, the way Jace whimpered and sort of showed off for him. Alec had long ago learned to resent Jace's ability to constantly look like he was posing and be beautiful just ... standing around. But he appreciates it again now, when he's allowed to look and touch and want.

"You look good, Jace," Alec told him quietly. His other hand slid along a muscled thigh as he stroked, and Alec leaned in, mouth kissing at his stomach, his other thigh. And then Alec leaned in, swallowing the head of his cock and groaning softly.

Jace tilted his head, considering. "No. I don't feel like I have to. I just... if it's really okay, and it's not a sign that I'm, you know, fucked up. There's so MUCH I want to try, Alec," Jace said with a laugh. "I'd rather try it on my own than have the city make me do it anyways."

Jace snorted. "I figured you could."

Jace made a low sound as Alec looked at him, and dropped one hand to brush over Alec's shoulder, his whole body shivering when Alec's mouth moved on his body and then a sudden, bitten off curse when Alec swallowed him down, trying to go still and not buck his hips up.

"It's not a sign of anything," Alec promised. "I know it's hard to believe that though. It takes time too. I'm still working at it."

Alec curved his shoulder toward Jace's hand, encouraging him to touch as he sucked at his dick. Alec was starting to get enough practice at this that he felt like he knew what he was doing, and he kind of wanted to show that to Jace, to give him something good since it was their first time doing this.

He stroked his hand over what he hadn't swallowed down, but took in a little more, tongue pressing against the slit, swirling around the head as he sucked, bobbing slowly on Jace, taking a a little more of him in each time, free hand just touching him - petting anywhere he could reach.

"I know." He paused. "I mostly know that now. Some days better than others," he admitted. "But if so.. than there's a lot of things I want to try and do, and explore." He grinned a little crookedly. "And we both know I'm the one more likely to jump head first into things."

Jace's fingers curled over Alec's shoulder, and then he half sat up, bracing himself on his other hand, so he could reach Alec better, and watch him better, groaning as he got a really good look at Alec's lips wrapped around his cock. He whined a little as Alec teased at his slit with his tongue, shuddering. "Alec," he groaned, his voice raspy with want, his fingers sliding to the hair at the back of Alec's neck, stroking there. "So good to me, sweetheart."

Alec's still not as good at this as John, or Magnus. But he's good enough that they like when he does it. And he's good enough that he can feel Jace staring, even with his eyes half shut and his attention focused on what he's doing, and he can hear the hunger in Jace's voice.

Alec takes him a little deeper, then backs off again, eyes opening to look up at Jace, love and want in his eyes. He held Jace's gaze this time as he bobbed back down to take Jace deeper, lips tight against his shaft as he sucked.

Jace didn't have nearly as much experience in this as Alec might think to make a lot of comparisons. Most of the women he'd slept with, he'd been trying to impress, not have get him off, and none of the men he'd been with had done this for him, so as far as Jace was concerned, this was fucking stellar.

Plus, it was Alec. It was Alec, which meant no matter how awkward or halting or whatever it might be, it was fucking perfect. Especially when Alec looked up at him like that and Jace could feel him take more, and his fingers tightened in Alec's hair. "Best Alec," he said, sounding a little broken, as his chest clenched up, unable to help it as he rocked his hips, slow and cautious. "You should see how pretty you look right now, Fuck."

Alec laughed around him, sound of it vibrating against his cock a little. That best Alec coming back again like this was just ... funny and touching and hot, all at the same time.

He pulled off just a little when Jace rocked into his mouth, giving him room to move a bit without Alec choking. Jace called him pretty again, and Alec just smiled a little around him, not stopping, hand sliding up to pinch at Jace's nipple a little.

Jace made a sort of strangled sound, not having any idea that someone laughing with his cock in his mouth could feel so good. It didn't seem like it should, but it did. "Angel... Alec.."

Jace froze a little anyways when Alec pulled off, not sure if he'd fucked up by moving. But Alec wasn't stopping, so he just made sure to keep his hips still this time, no matter how much self control it took. Playing with his nipples was fucking cheating though, and he made a whimper of sound. How had he not known how sensitive his own body was??

Alec just pulled all the way off when Jace froze like that, licking his lips and shaking his head, voice a little hoarse. "You're good. Do what you want. You can move. You can touch me," he promised. He kissed at Jace's stomach, scraped his teeth against his hip and nipped there before going right back to what he was doing.

He took Jace in again, but shallow enough that when he nudged Jace to move, Alec could move with him, not gag and just let Jace fuck shallowly into his mouth, hand pressing flat to his hip to hold him still whenever Alec pressed to take him deeper, then letting him move again whenever he drew back off.

Jace felt a hard shudder go through his spine, when he heard Alec's voice like that. Knowing that it was like that because of... what he'd been doing, where his mouth was. That was incredibly arousing and Jace couldn't help the low little moan in his throat when he heard it. Plus, the reassurance that he hadn't fucked up, that Alec wanted him to fuck his mouth, to move, to touch. Angel, he was so gone for this man.

Jace followed Alec's gentle prompts, cautious at first, but gaining more confidence as they started to find a rhythm, panting a little as he slid his hand over Alec's hair, his throat his shoulder, even his jaw, making low little panting groans as Alec got him closer and closer to losing control.

Normally he'd be embarrassed about how short a time he was going to last, but Angel, could anyone really blame him, when given the gift of the sight of Alec like this. "I can't... too good," he whined, not even able to manage complete sentences at this point.

Alec looked up at him, groaning a little. When they were home, he'd imagined Jace, sometimes. He'd tried not to, but even Alec couldn't entirely and completely control his thoughts. But it'd been distant, even then. Thoughts of seeing him naked, of kissing him. Alec hadn't been able to imagine more without feeling sick about himself. And then here he'd thought of people he could have, not the one he still shouldn't have wanted to.

He just somehow hadn't really pictured it in the time since Jace got here, and he wasn't ready for just how Jace would look like that, what it'd be like to have him heavy on his tongue and hard in his mouth and know how close he was, and that it was Alec who got him that way.

Alec pulled off of him again. "You can come," he told Jace, leaning up and steal a fast, hard kiss before curling over his cock again, swallowing him down as deeply as he could and working him as best he knew how, hand on his hip to hold Jace still there, so Alec didn't ruin this by choking.

Jace looked at Alec like he'd hung the moon and the stars just for him, and it was probably incredibly stupid to get feelings over a blowjob of all things, but this was Alec. This was Alec and his parabatai, and he was in love and he was never going to forgive himself if he got emotional over this, Angel save him.

He was just... in love and so incredibly fucking turned on, and Alec was giving him permission and that just clicked something in Jace's brain and made him groan, greedy and wanting and let him finally let go. His fingers tightened in Alec's hair, grip firm but not pulling, just trying to anchor himself somehow as his back bowed and he let out a low, hoarse growl of sound that was partly Alec's name and partly just pure, uncensored need, coming hard and fast down the throat of the man he'd been in love with since he was a teenager.

Alec stayed where he was, eyes on Jace's until Jace growled like that, and came. Alec took in the sight of him and then shut his eyes, focusing on swallowing down every drop, licking him clean and dragging it out as well as he knew how for Jace.

Jace wasn't Alec, he didn't come here with no experience at all and desperately need those first times to be good to work past his fears the same way Alec had. But Alec still wanted to give that to Jace the way he'd had it given to him.

He pulled off finally, panting and licking his lips, eyes opening again to look up at Jace. "Okay?" he asked him.

Jace was panting, chest heaving a little, looking glassy-eyed and stunned, staring at Alec like he'd just sprouted wings and declared himself a holy visitor.

Alec's ridiculous question made him choke a little on a laugh and he reached for Alec, tugging on him insistently until he got him up and kneeling between Jace's legs, sitting up and sinking his fingers into Alec's hair. "Are you fucking kidding me with that?" he asked incredulously. "Okay? I almost passed out. Get out of here with your okay," he muttered, before he bent his head to kiss Alec, hard and passionate. The taste of himself on Alec's lips registered a moment later, but he only moaned and kissed harder, like he wanted to devour Alec right there.

Alec laughed and pushed up into Jace, kissing back and winding an arm around his neck, nipping at his lip between kisses.

He smiled against his lips afterward. "I meant are YOU okay, not was I okay. But I'm glad it was good for you," he said. Alec kissed him again. "Maybe don't pass out though."

Jace slid his arms around Alec, wrapping them around him, hugging him, groaning at the nips to his lip, kissing hungrily before he finally had to stop for air. He was still more than a little breathless. "Well. In that case. Yes. I am okay. I am very okay. It was very, very good." He made a contented sound into the kiss, groaning a little against Alec's mouth. Angel. He could kiss this man for ages. "No, I don't want to miss out on anything, and I would if I passed out."

Alec laughed against his lips too, kissing back and then nudging at him until he fell back again. Alec crawled back on top of him, straddling him the way he had before and then curling over him to go back to kissing him for another long minute.

"I'd still be here later if you did pass out," Alec promised. His teeth worry a little red blotch to Jace's collarbone. "But I like having you up with me."

Jace made a low rumbling sound of contentment as Alec pushed him back, his hands sliding over Alec's stomach and then his hips. "You've got way too many clothes on, by the way," he pointed out. Then he was being kissed and instead of trying to solve that problem, he slid his hands up under Alec's shirt so he could touch warm skin, letting himself touch and explore, head tilted back as Alec used his teeth on his skin, making him growl happily. "Oh me being up with you is definitely not a problem," he said, leering playfully.

Alec shivered as Jace's hand slid over his skin, licking across the little mark he'd made before going back to his mouth to kiss him again. "You could fix that," he said. But he just stayed there, letting Jace touch him.

He laughed. "Yeah? No stamina rune or anything?" he teased.