Yeah. That's how I feel. I know the me there ends up with Magnus, but I don't know if it lasts, I don't know how I feel there or if I moved on from you or just put it away. Here I don't have to. Here I have him and you. And John's here. I'll never have him there. Or Caliban, or Erik or any of the other friends I've made or people I've been with. I hate a lot about this place. But I still choose it.
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I love you too, but not an answer.